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Ranking the top 5 moments from “SMILF” season 2 episode 1 season premiere: “You are a Disaster”

Greetings TV viewers! After watching Showtime’s SMILF season 2 episode 1 season premiere last night, I was reminded exactly why I adore Bridgette Bird, played by the brilliant Frankie Shaw. She’s far from perfect and she doesn’t always say the right thing, but you still root for her all the same and laugh and cry along with her. Please note spoilers are ahead if you have not gotten a chance to watch yet. In last night’s episode, “S…Man, I’ve Literally Failed,” Bridgette tries to track down her father. Meanwhile, Bridgette meets a new friend at the airport and says goodbye to someone very dear to her heart. My top 5 moments from the SMILF season 2 episode 1 season premiere are:

“You are a disaster.”

It seems slightly offending when someone you just met makes this assessment, but then again, the stranger is really referring to Bridgette’s back, as she offers to give her a massage after explaining that her father has moved back to Boston. Bridgette is beyond upset, as she just traveled all the way to Philadelphia from Boston, but at least she gets a little TLC while she is there.

“That’s your shadow self.”

In the beginning of the episode, Bridgette has a dream that she is riding a dark horse and she has flowing hair and a carefree spirit, almost like she is right out of a fairy-tale. While I’m not really sure what the dream means, the stranger Bridgette meets in Philadelphia explains that it’s her shadow self and that great stress is coming Bridgette’s way. Is Bridgette truly ready to face it, however?

“Girl to girl…”

After getting off the plane, Bridgette makes the mistake of leaving her wallet on board. She desperately tries to run back inside, but she cannot go through because of security measures. Bridgette tries to reason with the female security guard “girl to girl,” but is politely declined. After explaining that she has the right to shoot Bridgette if she tries to run through, Bridgette comments, “That is so extreme.” While Bridgette doesn’t have any luck finding her wallet, she does squeeze in some cardio by running back up the escalator.

“Maybe I would…but I can’t.”

When Bridgette is waiting at the airport, she meets a father with his young daughter. The father is clearly frustrated with his daughter, but Bridgette can’t help intervening as a “roaming child therapist” and she explains that he should communicate better. Even though Bridgette gets over involved here, that’s what makes her Bridgette Bird. She is not afraid to make an impact, even if she doesn’t always go about it the right way. Later on, Bridgette bonds with the father and daughter and he gives her some good advice about her own father, reminding her that if she has to look for him, maybe he isn’t really worth it.

“You kept me alive all these years.”

At the end of the episode, Joe passes away with Larry in the house and Tutu and Bridgette are left to pick up the pieces and deal with their grief. Bridgette also learns that her own father has passed away and she saves the obituary that read: survived by one daughter. Bridgette initially did not want to speak at Joe’s funeral, but has a change of heart and finally allows her emotions to emerge. Bridgette recognizes that Tutu was the one who was truly there for both her and Joe and she takes a moment to express her gratitude here, which is real and heartwarming. I have to say that I was pleasantly surprised with how much I enjoyed this show in the first season and the second season has already started off strong. I’m looking forward to more adventures with Bridgette Bird and I’m sure you are too. Stay tuned!

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Ranking the top 5 moments from “The Walking Dead” season 9 episode 6: “I Haven’t Given Up”

Happy Monday TV fans! After watching AMC’s The Walking Dead season 9 episode 6, Michonne reminded us that “the path ahead has only grown darker.” That may be more accurate than she realizes, as we are now faced with a world in the future without our beloved Rick Grimes. But even though there is darkness, there is still hope present or “flashes of light.” While these flashes are enough to keep Michonne going, are they enough to continue to capture our undivided attention? Please note spoilers are ahead if you have not gotten a chance to watch yet. In last night’s episode, “Who Are You Now?” Judith rescues several strangers and wants to bring them back to Alexandria. Meanwhile, Michonne tries to cope with life without Rick, Carol sports a new hairdo, and Gabriel has somehow become the new Rico Suave of the community. My top 5 moments from The Walking Dead season 9 episode 6 are:

“We owe our lives to Miss Grimes here.”

In the beginning of the episode, Judith rescues several strangers from a group of walkers, but she wants to help them even further because it is the right thing to do. Even though some of the others feel hesitant about bringing the strangers back to Alexandria, Judith is quite convincing and has become worthy of wearing Carl’s hat for sure. That being said, she is still just a child so I’m wondering why she has so much influence over the others, but her heart does seem to be in the right place. Let’s just hope these people don’t take advantage of her good nature.

“Give me a question from right here right now.”

Even though Judith is growing up in a very different world, Michonne still tries to provide her with structure. After she trains her to fight, Judith is expected to do homework. She goes to Negan for help with her math assignment, which is beyond strange. Negan is still held in the cell, but he definitely has a soft spot for her. We know that Negan was very fond of Carl as well and it seems like Judith may be his last chance at possible redemption, as he sort of takes on that weird Uncle vibe. Judith does not seem afraid of him and even tries to put him in his place. I guess he does need to brush up on his math skills. What’s next for Negan? I’m not sure, but I’m looking for some further development of his character especially since Rick is gone now.

“Don’t make this weird.”

Gabriel gets some more screen time and we learn that he is now romantically involved with Rosita. As much as I like Rosita, I am not really feeling these two together. What’s with Gabriel having the most awkward relationships possible? First, Anne/Jadis and now Rosita. There is still plenty of time for me to try and like these two together, but I am not seeing the chemistry just yet. Later on, Rosita goes out with Eugene and they wind up in trouble. Rosita hilariously tells Eugene, “Don’t make this weird” and I was pretty much thinking the same thing when I saw her kissing Gabriel. I guess I still need to get used to that. Rosita and Eugene have a close call with a horde of walkers and camouflage themselves with mud to remain unseen. They manage to stay undetected, but we hear the walkers talking? One of them says, “Don’t let them get away” so I guess this is the start of some kind of evolution for the walkers, but we’ll have to stay tuned to find out more about that.

“I remember.”

In the beginning of the episode, we witness Michonne narrating and she finds a small action figure that reminds her of Rick. This moment is touching and it seems like Michonne is trying to keep going for Judith and for her son. Wait…what? Well this doesn’t come as a surprise because we know that Rick and Michonne talked about having a baby, but now we know that the legacy of Rick Grimes will continue on. Michonne has clearly been through a lot after Rick and is even sporting some kind of “X” scar on her back. What does this mark mean and how did she get it? I will say that this is somewhat holding my attention more than Michonne putting the new strangers on a sort of trial to determine if they can stay in Alexandria. Michonne clearly has trust issues, but I’d like to find out more about that.

“Hey there boss lady.”

During the episode, we also learn that Carol and Ezekiel are married and Henry is their adopted son. While I want Carol to be happy, I have to admit that I was slightly disappointed because I still ultimately want her to be with Daryl. That being said, Carol does look great with her flowing long hair, but that does not mean that she has lost her edge. Carol and Henry take the horses out and run into trouble when they come across a group of former Saviors. Carol gives up their supplies and even parts with her wedding ring, but Henry is upset by this. Carol tries to explain to him that he’ll understand someday, as Carol’s priorities have changed now that she has a son to take care of. That being said, Carol decides to show the Saviors who the real “boss lady” is when she later returns to them and sets them on fire. I have to say that this was definitely the best part of the episode for me. While there is still a lot of focus on change and bringing communities together, Carol reminded us that she is a force to be reckoned with. More of this please! Stay tuned!

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Ranking the top 5 moments from “The Walking Dead” season 9 episode 1 season premiere: “The Famous Rick Grimes”

Happy Monday TV fans! After watching AMC’s The Walking Dead season 9 episode 1 season premiere, I learned that a new beginning doesn’t necessarily mean that the past is left behind entirely. Even though change is possible, there is always something or someone threatening to bring the old ways back. So what do we do when that happens? Do we erase the warning signs and pretend like it doesn’t exist or do we stand up and make a point to show that we mean business? Please note spoilers are ahead if you have not gotten a chance to watch yet. In last night’s episode, “A New Beginning,” the group heads out on a field trip to the state capital. Meanwhile, Maggie quickly begins to realize that being the leader is not easy, Daryl wants a change in scenery, and Rick finally feels happy and lucky to have Michonne by his side. My top 5 moments from The Walking Dead season 9 episode 1 season premiere are:

“Put that thing away.”

Well Carol definitely deserves a king of sorts, especially since her former husband, Ed, was one of the worst people on the planet. During the episode, we learn that Carol and Ezekiel are together romantically, but this was almost put on hold when Ezekiel was skating on thin ice at the capital museum. Luckily he made it out OK and will live to see another day. Ezekiel asks Carol to marry him and she is beyond shocked. She hilariously tells him to put the ring away and further explains that “this is not happening on a horse.” Ezekiel is fully supportive of Carol and tells her that he will keep it until she is ready. While I’m not necessarily on board for these two just yet, I do think that Carol absolutely deserves a chance at happiness, but there is someone else I am rooting for instead. Team “Caryl” anyone?

“We are still Negan.”

During the episode, we learn that Daryl is in charge of leading The Sanctuary and that Rick has made quite an impression on everyone there. Rick has been showing up with food and supplies and is trying to keep everyone happy, which is a difficult job to do. Even though everyone seems happy and one man even says, “Bless you Rick Grimes,” a resistance may still be brewing within the factory walls. Rick notices that someone wrote, “We are still Negan” on the wall and they want it painted over. While I understand that they want to keep this type of messaging out of here, I’m not sure that painting over it like it doesn’t exist will make the threat go away. Daryl further tells Rick that he doesn’t want to be the one leading these people anymore and feels that he is better out in the open. Rick reminds Daryl of his importance there, but Daryl is not buying it any longer. Daryl tells Rick that “everyone’s everywhere” and that there is “no us anymore” and maybe he’s right. Daryl much prefers the idea of a small group and says it’s what he knows, but that’s also what Daryl understands as his family and purpose. While this disagreement between Rick and Daryl definitely foreshadows a possible divide, one cannot ignore the threat that “The Saviors” might be waiting in the wings to take advantage of any sign of weakness from Rick’s group.

“If anyone deserves to be happy, it’s you.”

Swoon! I have been missing these absolutely beautiful moments between Daryl and Carol and this was a great one for sure. Daryl truly cares for Carol and just wants her to be happy, but he does say that he doesn’t like not seeing her. Carol agrees to take over for Daryl for a little while even though that means leaving Ezekiel behind, but she recognizes that it is something she needs to do for her great friend and to support the group. Carol opens up to Daryl and explains that even though Ezekiel is corny, “Corny is nice after Ed.” Daryl is someone that Carol can always trust and count on, but I have to admit that I am still shipping these two together and hope that they can make it work somehow. No offense your majesty.

“How’d I get so lucky finding you?”

“The famous Rick Grimes” is back, but we know that it is only a matter of time before we say goodbye to him forever. I’m not ready to cry just yet; however, and I love the fact that Rick is finally embracing the people around him even after losing Carl. There is a beautiful moment when Rick is watching his daughter, Judith, painting a picture of her and Carl while Michonne helps. Rick, Michonne, and Judith have really become a watercolor painting of a beautiful family and it seems like everything is almost too perfect to be true. Rick recognizes how lucky he is and Michonne tells him that it’s time they both won a little and I couldn’t agree more. However, we know that happiness is often short-lived on TWD and I am not looking forward to seeing this happy family separated forever. I guess ignorance is bliss for now.

“I made this decision but this is not the beginning of something.”

During the episode, we learn that Maggie was voted the leader of Hilltop over Gregory and we meet her beautiful son, Hershel. It seems like everything is going well, but Maggie quickly realizes that being a leader is no easy task and she has to deal with the consequences that come her way. During their run, Maggie loses Ken and his parents are absolutely devastated. Maggie clearly feels awful, but understands that this is probably not the last time that something like this will happen. Gregory takes this opportunity to plant a seed and tries to manipulate Ken’s father by bribing this sober man with alcohol. If that wasn’t bad enough, Gregory tells Maggie that he saw someone defacing Glenn’s grave to catch her off guard. Maggie is attacked by a man in a hood and I was horrified when the baby carriage turned over and her son was on the ground screaming. Seriously this was absolutely horrible to watch. With the help of some of her people, Maggie is able to get away OK and we learn that the hooded man was Ken’s father, but Maggie quickly realizes that the man behind the curtain is Gregory. Maggie confronts Gregory and tells him “you tried to have me killed because you’re too chicken shit to do it yourself.” Gregory tries to attack Maggie, but when she turns the tables on him, there is fear written all over his face. Rick later goes to see Maggie and clearly feels bad about what happened, but asks if she will consider giving more food to The Sanctuary. Maggie wants something in return and reminds Rick, “I survived worse but it has to stop.” Maggie makes the decision to have Gregory hung for his betrayal in front of the group. She takes complete ownership of her decision, but also tells her people that she doesn’t want this to continue. Maggie has given Gregory so many chances and he continued to try and betray her and I think that some sort of punishment is fitting, although I’m not sure that we want to resort back to the days of public hangings. Especially when some of the children witness what is going on, it really puts things into perspective.

While the group needs to start over, that doesn’t mean that they get to decide who lives and who dies and even Michonne recognizes that they all need to have some rules and agreements put in place before all hell breaks loose and she is absolutely right. That being said, Maggie is a pillar of strength and is one to watch for sure. She could have been broken and defeated after being attacked, but she chose to stay strong and make a point to her people. Whether it was the right call or not, I’m not sad to see Gregory go. It will be interesting to see how these three groups work together and how long it will take before they are divided again when they don’t agree on something. Either way, I’m looking forward to see how it all unfolds. Stay tuned!

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Ranking the top 5 moments from “The Purge” season 1 episode 5: “You can’t Break Me because I’m Stronger than You”

Happy Wednesday TV fans! After watching the USA network’s The Purge season 1 episode 5 last night, the voice over reminded us that “if you see something, do something, because a storm is coming.” Well the storm has definitely arrived for some of our favorite characters and it’s not about to let up anytime soon. The decisions made on Purge Night can change lives forever, but who will you ultimately decide to be? Please note spoilers are ahead if you have not gotten a chance to watch the latest episode yet. In last night’s episode, “Rise Up,” Penelope comes face to face with her dangerous ex-boyfriend, Henry, and we learn more about their jaded past. Meanwhile, Catalina tries to warn Jenna to find Rick and get to the cellar before it’s too late, Jane continues to accompany the Matron Saints, and Miguel points his moral compass in the right direction. My top 5 moments from The Purge season 1 episode 5 are:

“Be a hero. Step up.”

At the end of last week’s episode, we finally got a glimpse of the man in the mask who has been going around on Purge Night as a vigilante, accompanied by the voice over. While I’m not sure if they are one in the same or connected somehow, this man could be the key to changing everything. At the end of this episode, the man approaches a group of men who are attacking someone, ready to step up and be a hero, but I am still anxiously waiting for his story to unravel. Is he somehow the key to saving the other characters we have met or is there another connection here? We’ll have to wait and see, but there is something to be said about the voice over’s final words: “Become the person tonight that you want to be tomorrow.” I think this can apply to every one of the characters, but they have to discover who they are on their own. Whether they make the right or wrong decisions, only they can determine who they are and who they can still become.

“We’re all survivors here. Including you.”

Jane continues to travel with the Matron Saints, but begins panicking that she will not be able to reach David in time. The Matron Saints teasingly ask Jane if this is a “Purge Night booty call,” and further explain that Purge Night has the second highest conception rate after New Year’s Eve. I guess who needs romance when the Purge is in the air. Jane witnesses the Matron Saints save a woman from being beaten by her husband and the woman is thankful for their help. Jane is shocked when the Matron Saints decide to brand this man with “Pig” on his forehead. Jane tries to get them to stop and explains that they will regret this, but they explain that it is necessary. Jane can’t handle watching this and ends up leaving, desperate to get to David in time. One of the Matron Saints gives her a card so she can contact them if she needs help and something tells me that Jane might change her tune after she finally meets up with David. While I appreciate Jane trying to do the right thing here, not everyone is ready to listen to their conscience just yet and I have a feeling that David has something up his sleeve. Watch out Jane!

“Do not ever turn on someone who just saved your ass.”

Well said Miguel. Well said. At the end of last week’s episode, Miguel learned that his new cowboy friend was transporting victims to the “Carnival of Flesh.” Miguel has a big decision to make, but he makes the right one and helps the victims, betraying the man in the cowboy hat. We learn that the victims are the man’s landlady and son and he was tired of her raising his rent. While I can definitely understand and appreciate that complaint, I’m not sure it warrants a delivery to the “Carnival of Flesh.” Miguel is shocked when the landlady’s son turns a gun on him and he shows off his skills by taking back the gun with barely any effort. Seriously Miguel is bad-ass! Miguel is finally reunited with his sister, Penelope, but it’s not on the best of terms. Security finds him after the man in the cowboy hat alerts them of the breach and Henry is ready to “pay to play,” no matter what the cost is, seeking revenge on Miguel. An eye for an eye so to speak. Sorry I couldn’t resist. How is Miguel going to get out of this one? I’m not so sure, but I am rooting for him no matter what.

“Sometimes revolution is the only way to make the world a better place.”

The Stanton’s maid, Catalina, warns Jenna to find Rick and get to the cellar. Jenna tries to get some more information from her, but Catalina is very cryptic here, only telling her that she is in danger. Jenna tries to knock on Lila’s door, but no one answers. Rick goes off to find Jenna and all hell breaks loose. Jenna spots men with guns approaching the Stanton house and they quickly realize that they are all about to be brutally attacked and killed. We know from The Purge films that many revolutionary groups have tried to take down the NFFA, but Jenna and Rick are innocent here. Jenna tries to get Lila, but Rick tells her they have to go and they make it to the cellar. The door is locked and Catalina meets them there and we learn that she is part of the revolution. Catalina recognizes that Jenna and Rick are innocent and tells them how to get to safety. Jenna panics and asks about Lila, but Catalina explains that “no Stanton is safe.” Will Lila be all right? Will Jenna go back for her? Things have escalated at the Stanton house and Jenna will need to make a much bigger decision than whether to choose Team Rick or Team Lila romantically. While I am definitely shipping “Jelinna,” Lila may be out of luck, but let’s hope that she can find a way out.

“You can’t break me because I am stronger than you are.”

In this episode, we get a flashback to Penelope and Henry’s past and start to completely understand why she is not so pleased to see her ex-boyfriend on Purge Night. Henry seems completely deranged and is thrilled to have found her. Henry initially tells Penelope that he has so much to tell her and seems to want her back in some way, but Penelope refuses to give in, telling Henry exactly what she thinks of him. In the flashback, we learn that Henry was responsible for Penelope’s drug addiction and that he even got violent with her when she tried to walk away from the relationship. Miguel and Henry had a huge fight and Miguel is responsible for the awful injury to Henry’s eye. Flash forward to present day and Henry tells Penelope that he feels betrayed by her and that she broke him. Penelope stays strong; however and tells Henry, “You were already broken. I’m done being scared.” She also sheds some real light on Purge Night and explains that Henry thinks that Purge Night will solve all his problems, but it won’t. It will just make everything worse and she is absolutely right. This is the first time I have seen Penelope really stand up for herself and find her inner strength and it’s about time. Up until this point, Penelope has been a lost and naive soul, dependent on others. She is no longer broken now. She has become a force to be reckoned with and I have a feeling that Penelope may end up saving Miguel in the end. Jessica Garza was absolutely brilliant in this episode and she has really sparked a fire in her character that no one will be able to put out. Henry better watch out. Stay tuned!

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Ranking the top 5 moments from “The Affair” season 4 episode 9: “I Just Want To Live A Different Life”

Happy Monday TV fans! After watching Showtime’s The Affair last night, I realized that it is never too late to try and change our own story. Alison Bailey is proof of that. Over the years, Alison has been broken, like a wounded bird, desperately trying to cling to some kind of temporary moment of bliss. Even though Alison began to make real changes in her life, her true metamorphosis occurred when she took Helen’s advice and decided to change her narrative, refusing to let men treat her a certain way. That made this episode even more tragic, dark, and heartbreaking for me. I was so proud of Alison’s strength here, but sometimes there is a darkness in others that tries to stifle even the faintest light, dragging it deep into the ocean. But not everything stays beneath the surface for long. Please note major spoilers are ahead if you have not gotten a chance to watch the latest episode yet. In last night’s episode, “409,” Alison prepares for her conversation with Ben and confronts him about his lie. While the temptation remains, Alison focuses all of her energy on doing the right thing and finding out the truth. Alison’s fate is finally revealed to the audience, which is both shocking and devastating. My top 5 moments from The Affair season 4 episode 9 are:

“All I want is to somehow be forgiven.”

Part one of the episode is from Alison’s perspective, as she anxiously waits for Ben to arrive. When he shows up, Alison does her best to keep the conversation going and explains that she has some things she wants to address with Ben. Before she can get a chance, Ben reveals to Alison that he is married and that he has just left his wife. Alison explains that she already knew this information and that she is “done being a woman you lie to your wife about.” After all, Alison has already lived through this before and she knows that “it doesn’t end well.” Ben opens up to Alison and tells her about his time as a soldier in Afghanistan and how he killed a kid by mistake, which has left him with a never-ending hole of guilt, weighing down on his conscience constantly. He explains that he was not the same person when he returned and this impacted everything, including his marriage. Alison compassionately listens to him, understanding what it means to walk around with that pain every day.

“Don’t mess with my heart, OK?”

Ben agrees to fix Alison’s sink even after she tells him she can’t see him anymore and then she agrees to make him dinner. It seems like their break-up is amenable and I instantly began to question everything since we know that this is not the story that Ben told Cole and Noah. Ben asks Alison to dance with him and Alison asks him, “What happens to us? The ones who can’t be forgiven.” Ben answers that he wants to live and the two share a kiss. He asks Alison what she wants and she gives in to Ben and begins kissing him back. This leads to them making love and it seems like everything is perfect between them now. Only it’s too perfect and now we know why.

“Tell me the truth.”

Alison is cleaning up in the kitchen and hears a knock at the door. The rain is still pouring outside and she looks down at the sink, which is now broken again. When she opens the door, Ben is standing there and part two from Alison’s perspective begins. One of the reasons why I adore this show so much is because we get to see things from different perspectives. Usually each story has its own version or variation of the truth, but we ultimately get to peek into the hearts and minds of our favorite characters. When part two opened up with Alison again, I realized that the first part was merely a dream or a fantasy of what could be. Reality was now at the door and I was on the edge of my seat, fearing for the worst. When Alison tells Ben she needs to talk to him, he is no longer kind and gentle like in the first part. He tells her never to stand him up again and is clearly angry and on edge. Ben begins drinking when he tells Alison about his time in Afghanistan, which now reveals that Ben knew that the kid he killed was not holding a real weapon. Alison tries to ask him why he would do this and his anger begins to escalate even further.

“I don’t owe you a thing.”

We know that Ben has a problem with drinking and his behavior begins to become erratic. He breaks down when Alison tells him to leave and cries in her lap and begs her to be with him. Alison has had enough; however, and is ready to embrace the strong woman within. She tells Ben she knows that he is married and it’s like a new darkness comes over Ben. He is now suddenly calmer, but the danger is nowhere near gone. He tells Alison that she better not tell his wife, threatening her. Alison tells him that she won’t if he leaves and he turns everything around on her. Ben tells Alison that she broke up other marriages and that he will only leave if she admits that this is her fault. Alison stays strong and tells Ben, “I don’t owe you a thing.” While I was so proud of Alison in this moment, I feared what would happen next. Ben attacks Alison and hits her over the head. As the blood rushes down on Alison’s face, her life began pouring out of her. While I was hoping to be wrong about Ben, the reality of him being Alison’s murderer became painfully obvious when I realized that there were no other characters in this episode at the beginning of part two.

“I just want to live a different life. I want to live a different story.”

At the end of the episode, we see Ben dumping Alison’s body into the ocean by the rocks. Alison’s last monologue is heard, which is beyond heartbreaking. Alison talks about wanting to live a different life or story so that she could be someone who could be happy. She took Helen’s advice and finally tried to be strong and stand up for herself, but Ben refused to allow her the chance at a fresh start. We see Alison’s body sinking to the bottom of the ocean, as this life is over for her. In this moment, I wanted nothing more for Alison than for her to get another chance. She has been through so much loss and pain along the way and it seems beyond unfair that her story ends just when she was starting to fight for the spark of life that had been trapped away for so long. This episode was compelling and dark, revealing the ugliness that can lurk beneath the surface. Alison was not perfect and she was completely aware of this, but she didn’t deserve what happened to her and I am hoping that Cole gets the chance to bring Ben to justice. While Alison’s story may be over, Cole’s love for her will not burn out, keeping her memory alive. Farewell Alison. You deserved better. Stay tuned!

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Ranking the top 5 moments from “Fear the Walking Dead” season 4 episode 7: “Cause I’m a Chick with Layers”

Happy Monday TV fans! After watching AMC’s Fear the Walking Dead season 4 episode 7, I learned that it’s pretty much impossible to stay on the sidelines for too long, especially when walkers are involved. While we may have too much pride or feel an obligation to our family and loved ones, sometimes we need to learn when to let go and choose a side. It might not always be the right decision, but it could be the determining factor of our survival. Please note spoilers are ahead if you have not gotten a chance to watch the latest episode yet. In last night’s episode, “The Wrong Side of Where You Are Now,” Naomi and Morgan desperately try to save John Dorie’s life, Charlie tries to say she’s sorry, and Al realizes that she cannot hide behind her camera forever. Meanwhile, we learn more about the moments leading up to the fate of the stadium, as Madison is conflicted over what to do next. But will her pride ultimately lead to the death of the people she tried so desperately to protect? My top 5 moments from Fear the Walking Dead season 4 episode 7 are:

“Why did you save me?”

In the beginning of the episode, Morgan and Naomi try to keep John stable, recognizing that they need to get some medical supplies to give him a chance. Everyone begins opening fire on each other and Morgan notices Charlie out in the open, who is trying to get to Mel. Morgan tries to tell her that he is gone and instructs her to come with him. Morgan is always trying to do what is right and recognizes that he needs to protect her. Charlie asks Morgan why he saves her, especially since he knows what she did to Nick and Morgan simply replies with, “Because this has to stop some place.” Again, Morgan is the voice of reason, but he is being drowned out by the deafening chaos surrounding them. You would think that everyone would want to put their differences aside and focus on surviving, but people end up becoming even more dangerous threats to each other than the dead walking among them. Charlie clearly feels remorse over what she has done and tries to explain that what happened was her fault. While Charlie is far from innocent, her confusion is understandable. Her parents died which was traumatizing enough and she has been living in a very different world, clinging to the only person who has been there for her, Mel. I’m not sure if we can ever really trust Charlie again, as that familiar saying, “fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me,” comes to mind. However, she is a child and has been burdened with way too much at such a young age. Either way, she understands regret and feels responsibility for what happened, which proves that she is not a lost cause just yet.

“You know what, it doesn’t matter.”

After Alicia attempts to take out Mel in his truck, he climbs out of it severely injured, barely able to move or talk. Alicia slowly walks up to him, clutching her gun and asks Mel, “How long was she with you?” While we don’t know exactly who “she” is, we can only assume she means Naomi, but is it possible that she may be referring to her mother, Madison? Either way, Alicia doesn’t give much time for Mel to come up with an answer, as she tells him it doesn’t matter and swiftly stabs Mel in the head, ending his life. There is no remorse in Alicia’s eyes here, who has allowed her quest for vengeance to take over. This can be extremely dangerous, as Alicia seems to turn off her sense of right and wrong. Alicia has tried to do the right thing in the past and even went out with Nick to help save Mel’s life, but now realizes that she unleashed a monster in the process. While I’m not sure that Alicia should be judge, jury, and executioner, her grief has clearly escalated to an entirely new level, as she turns off her emotions to take out anyone who gets in her way.

“Stay with me.”

After John is shot, Naomi tries to do everything possible to save him. Morgan lets her know that he is his friend and helps as much as he can. After Mel drives away in the truck, the medical supplies go with him, and her only option is to get to the infirmary at the stadium. Morgan tells Naomi that John never gave up on her and was looking for her since the moment she left. In a heartwarming moment, Naomi finds the scrabble pieces that John kept with him, bringing tears to her eyes and mine as well. It’s absolutely apparent how much Naomi still loves John and she does not want to lose him. While we are unsure if John will be able to survive, Naomi is ready to do whatever is necessary to try and save him. I am desperately hoping that she will be able to do so, as I am not ready to close the book on their love story just yet. After all, doesn’t someone deserve a happy ending here?

“You’re holding on to something that’s gone.”

When we flash back to the past, we see that Madison and the others find Mel and agree to help save him after Charlie asks them to. While Charlie has burned them in the past, Madison still wants to do what is right and allows Naomi to take care of him. Mel tries to make a deal with Naomi, recognizing that she is new to the group and gives her something to really consider. He even tries to tell Madison about Ennis’s plan, but Madison doesn’t want to give in. Madison is holding on to her pride and her promise to her children. It’s clear that she has worked extremely hard on making this stadium into a home for them, but it doesn’t seem like this home will last for long. Madison doesn’t want to admit defeat and suggests that they begin building up the walls surrounding the stadium. Victor and the others agree to help, not wanting to go against their leader, but it’s clear that not everyone is convinced that this is necessarily the best plan. Naomi tries to get Madison to see reason as well, but to no avail. She ultimately sides with Madison and says that she will get the infirmary ready. Ennis unleashes an overwhelming amount of walkers upon the stadium covered in oil. Madison prepares to try to get to Nick and Alicia, who are in the truck outside the gates and sees the flames, glowing with intensity. Later, when Al drives up to the stadium, we see that the Ice Cream Truck has been sitting there for some time, abandoned and burned up, but we still do not know the fate of Madison. I’m still hopeful that she was able to make it out alive, but we will need to wait and see. We are also still unsure on what convinced Naomi to join the Vultures, especially since she was still helping Madison in the end.

“I think I know who you are. I think I’ve seen it.”

In the beginning of the episode, Al is still recording everything on her camera. Morgan tries to snap her out of this, but she says that this story isn’t hers. He reminds her that John’s story is about to end and that a good man will die if she continues to hide and she ultimately makes the right decision and gets involved. Al pulls up in the tank and Alicia temporarily stands down. Al agrees to take them to the stadium and Morgan tells her that he thinks he knows who she is. Al says that she is “a chick with layers,” and drives straight into the stadium, proving just how strong and fearless she is. However, the stadium is completely infested with walkers who immediately surround the tank. It doesn’t look like it will be easy to get to the infirmary, if it’s even still standing at this point. Al and the others are faced with a new obstacle, but will they be able to make it out alive? Stay tuned!

I hope you enjoyed the list and feel free to post your own theories and thoughts on Fear the Walking Dead in the comments section below. Thanks so much for reading and happy viewing!

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